February 2012
15 posts
i wanna see the world, go out on a limb and watch the branch bend. i’ve taken many risks, to do what i felt was best. in situations of life where little seems left, it’s kept and cherished in the soul known as hope.
didnt get anysleep lastnight. had a lot of boxing scheduled this morning and i got my ass beat. couldnt move. had lunch and all i could taste is my own blood at the back of my mouth. got rocked. my head hurts. im going to ice and sleep.. bye tumblr.
it’s game time. t-minus 22 days and counting.
regardless of how hard i try to occupy myself, all my time, with anything and everything, my mind will eventually digress to the thought of you. too often. who. what. when will anything or anyone truly transcend this memory i have of you.? seems like i’m actively trying everything. seeming to not have a say on the matter is the most irritating/frustrating thing. ever. #brokenheartmind.
January 2012
4 posts
“Don’t gain the world and lose your soul, wisdom is better than silver and...”
Happy New Year
Lastnight was craziness. Cant believe people are already getting up and making so much noise..
December 2011
17 posts
places i want to go and things i want to do in the next couple of years.. chase the south african swell, hang glide off the alps, train in thailand and visit fam in the philippines. haha anyone want to come with?
vegashawaiithecaribbean&tahoe
treating myself this past year at it’s best.
after all this time, at the end of the day it’s just the dust and the debris that(has) settled.
“some of us got dipped in flat.. some in satin.. some in gloss.. every once in a...”
– Chet, Flipped 2010
long hot showers and endless playlists to sing along to. one of the little things that keep me sane.
modern warfare 3?
xbox live gamertag: s0ulive
autumn air to me is this; bittersweet.
my plane was making it’s final decent into sjc and it’d been so long since i had seen something so beautiful, and it was in this moment that i was overcome with the notion that in all the world, there is absolutely no place like home.
i am almost certain there is not any other time of year that the city is more colorful than when the trees make their transformation from emerald...
November 2011
9 posts
a world muted in grays. a haze. a fervent frustration brought about through the stubbornness of time to tell me anything. of you. of the mornings i wake up without your name at the tip of my tongue. i’d keep running.. if i knew which direction was away from you.
train. shower. dinner. ice. nanman muay. video games/tv shows. sleep. the evening routine.
this past week
has been pretty relaxed. modern warfare 3 came out and i CANNOT remember the last time i’d been so stoked for something. haha. i’m a nerd, but it’s one of the few ways i get to connect with all my bros back home and it’s great to have such homesickness subside, even for just a few hours when possible. just wrapped up a bunch of deadlines the week before with work and school...
Happy Veterans Day
dad, grandpa and all my uncles who served in the army, the navy and the marines and the air force. to my friends over seas and those who’ve made the ULTIMATE sacrifice. this post is a day late, but the service of these men should and will always be appreciated.
“You can’t fill a bed with groupies.”
– John Lennon
October 2011
9 posts
heavy. the heaviest sinking feeling. like the last few seconds you could possibly hold your breath under water. your limbs metaphorically bound by an invisible rope woven of memory and negative imagination. the way your nerves get in the way and your heart beats faster. and it beats harder. and now your body increasingly exhausts more oxygen more quickly.. all the while your body is suffocating. i...
time to get back in the saddle. no more fast food. no more sodas or sugary fruit juices. running at least 4 times week. training at least 5. it’s time to get into shape and it’s time to get some fights under my belt..